It’s been a while. Again.
I’ve been doing some more soul searching and because of that, I get into info overload. I think I know where I’m going and what I’m doing, then I start to second guess.
I get insanely excited about my future…..but then let it fizzle. I let my own rebellious, questioning, doubting thoughts become my reality.
I become who I fear to talk to. I become the person that I feel will let the wind out of my sails, so to speak. I fall into a trap of all or nothing…..which leads to questioning and doubt…..which leads to giving up altogether.
A few weeks ago, I had the most amazing conversation with my husband. He lovingly called me out (which I asked for), he reassured me that he was behind me 100% no matter what, and he encouraged me to follow my path.
Since that conversation, all of my rebellious, questioning, doubting thoughts have all but disappeared.
First, He is all in and committed to a business we will build together. He is not a fitness guy, really. He’s not into natural things (supplements, oils, alternative health care). He’s not really that entrepreneurial (he likes safety and a guaranteed paycheck). But he absolutely believes in and loves this business. Of all of my friends in this business, mine is the only husband that is in from the beginning. That thought just won’t leave me. When all of their husbands only came on board after several years, mine is there now. That is not a coincidence.
I’ve been praying for the Lord to show me what He wants me to do in this life and I know that helping people find freedom is part of that. Body image freedom, health freedom, weight freedom, soul freedom, financial freedom, time freedom.
This opportunity came about in ways that could only be from God. That my husband is on board with something that is totally not his norm could only be from God.
My questioning and rebelling is only hurting me.
Well, I guess truly, that’s a false statement. My questioning and rebelling is hurting others because I could be helping them find their answers regarding their health, wholeness, and freedom. My lack of obedience is causing others to stay stuck in their issues.
I’ve had a lightbulb moment in the last few weeks that this opportunity is truly from the Lord. Everything lines up too perfect for it to not be. I have my work right in front of me and I couldn’t see it……until now.
I know that there will be doubters. There will be skeptics. There will be those that want nothing more than to argue. And I am completely ok with that now. This is not black and white. There will be those that I can help change their lives through this opportunity. There will be those that are ready and willing for me to help them. There are those that will start off strong and give up. That is not on me. There will be those that have a million different excuses about why this can’t/won’t work for them. That is ok. I am finally ok with that.
I am no longer willing to base my calling around what others think. When I think no one cares or that no one is listening or that I heard God wrong, I will cast off those lies. They will not define me anymore that I am not enough. I am enough and people out there need what I have to offer.
For those that are ready, for those that are willing to work, for those that are wanting to change the course of their lives……..I am so ready to do this with them. I’m ready to be in the trenches with you. I’m ready to pray you through your journey. I’m ready to encourage you and cheer you on when you get weary. I’m ready to speak life into you so that you don’t quit. I’m also ready to let you go if I need to and I’m ready to welcome you with open arms if/when you should decide to come back.
This is so much more than just an opportunity……this is an avenue to FREEDOM.
I am so done analyzing everything to death. This worked amazingly well for my husband and I. It will work for you. Is it for everyone? No. Is it the only way to do this on the planet? No. But I do believe it is amazing, it works, and it’s simple.
I am 100% back in and committed. I will be sharing my journey (body, mind, soul, financial) because it will keep me accountable. It will not all be pretty, but it will be worth it.
Regardless of whether or not you are interested in my opportunity, I’d love to form an accountability group. I’d love to support you in your goals, whatever they may be. No pressure, no sales, just love and hope-sharing. Please reach out to me if you are interested!
Are your answers to your prayers staring you in the face and you are just too caught up in yourself to see them?
What are your goals for 2018? Did you already give up on them? Do you want some help and support?
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